For years, I’ve dedicated every ounce of myself to raising my kids—clean, sober, and constantly switched on. From wiping noses to helping with homework, I’ve been in full “go mode” for most of their lives. But now, with my kids growing into teenagers and becoming more independent, I’ve finally found a sliver of space to breathe—and to ask myself what I need.
The answer surprised me: I needed to let go. Not in a careless way, but in a way that allowed me to step back from the hyper-vigilant mindset I had adopted as a parent. I needed something that helped me stop living so much in my head—constantly anticipating, planning, and overthinking—and start being more present.
That’s when I made the conscious decision to explore CBD and THC products.
Why I Chose Cannabis Products
It wasn’t a snap decision. I’ve spent most of my adult life making sure I was sharp, sober, and fully available. But now, I’m choosing to shift my focus toward balance—not control. The kids are growing up, and my job as a parent is evolving. I still want to be there for them, but I also want to enjoy this new phase without the stress and mental overload that’s become second nature. I am 35 with a 17 year old, 15 year old, and 12 year old, I have been parenting since I was a teen myself. So it’s time for mom to get a bit of a break.
THC and CBD offered something I hadn’t had in a long time: relief without guilt.
What I’ve Been Trying
I’ve started experimenting with various CBD and THC products—edibles, oils, vapes, and even topicals. Some are great for winding down after a long day, while others give me a gentle lift when I need clarity or to just feel okay.
I’m not using them to escape—I’m using them to reconnect with the version of me that isn’t consumed by worry or overcommitment. I’m figuring out what works best: what helps me relax, what helps with physical tension, and what just helps me be a better, more present version of myself.
Benefits of CBD and THC for Wellness & Recreation
Here are some of the top ways cannabis has helped people like me—and why I’m glad I took the plunge:
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Mental Wellness
- Reduces anxiety and chronic stress
- Promotes emotional regulation and mood stabilization
- Supports better sleep quality
- Helps quiet racing thoughts and obsessive thinking
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Physical Relief
- Eases muscle tension and chronic pain
- Reduces inflammation in joints and tissues
- Relieves migraines and tension headaches
- Assists with digestive issues and appetite regulation
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Everyday Functioning
- Encourages creativity and introspection
- Helps with focus and productivity (in small doses)
- Offers a sense of calm and relaxation during hectic days
- Supports post-workout recovery and body balance
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Recreational Enjoyment
- Enhances social experiences and connection
- Makes hobbies and downtime more immersive
- Brings back joy in the little things—music, laughter, nature
- Lets you unplug and feel good without alcohol or harder substances although I still enjoy drinking a couple of work at least I’m not looking to get messed up.
A New Chapter, With a New Mindset
This isn’t about becoming a different person—it’s about giving myself permission to relax, breathe, and be. The version of me that shows up when I’m calm, rested, and grounded is a better parent, partner, and human overall.
If you’re someone who’s lived in a state of “constant alert,” I see you. It’s not easy to let your guard down. But sometimes, the most healing thing you can do is give yourself the tools to feel free again—whatever that looks like for you.
For me, it’s this journey with THC and CBD. And I’m not looking back. I can’t wait to stop at new dispensaries on our road trips, experiment with new flower, roll some joints, nibble some edibles, and finally relax knowing I have earned that privilege.
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